Now I know what he's up to. I try to move my legs but it does not work. He is too strong. I close my eyes. I hope it's over soon. I feel a strong pain in my abdomen. After half an hour the agony is over. He gets dressed. He grabs my face and says, "A word and you can dig your grave. Then he's gone. I'm starting to cry. For fear, despair, anger and pain. I get dressed, take my bag and go home. The next day I have to leave this field again. And behind me, this man again. I am getting scared. Because I know what will happen.